Conflicted

Today was the first day in literally years i've felt like my old self. I'm not sure why but today I just felt so good, not just emotionally but in all senses. I'm really ready for 18 to come. I know most likely, i'll end up living at home for awhile but that's fine. I have spring break plans and I hope they turn out, spring break this year is going to be a blast :) I work tonight but I don't mind I get time with my second mama. This weekened is going to be really chill. I'm feeling pajamas and cartoons all weekend. Saturday I have work and then hopefully I get to see the girls. christmas is soon; today in third hour we made snow flakes~ I was a happy camper. Then in second hour, best hour ever, we had a culinary day with teas and cookies. It went well. My grades are actually really good right now. I'm set one hundred percent on moving out of Indiana after my freshman year of college, so like March of 2010. I've been so busy lately I haven't had time for anything at all. I like the fast paced lifestyle though.

-Samantha J