Truth

First let me start off by saying I always do what makes me the happiest. Within the last two weeks i've managed to lose everyone closest to me. Alot of it was my fault but I can't go back and change the outcome so I deal. I don't mope and I don't care to some circumstance. In 29 days i'll be eighteen and making my own decisions. Justin and I broke up, which was for the best because I just wasn't happy and I think he knew. With letdown comes happiness, i've met someone new and she's amazing. Yes, she. Suprise shows how many people really listen when I speak! I've gotten some shit for it but I just don't care. I refuse to end something so good because of anger. I'm happy and if no one gets that than o'well. I'm just tired of having to please so many people. It's my turn to be happy. I won't fall to the floor and be trampled by anyone just to make them smile. I'm done with pleasing everyone when in reality i'm miserable.

-Samantha J