Singing on Sunday

So, not much has changed. I've gotten the chance to talk to Justin. I'm not giving up. I mean I refuse to give up hope on this. I love him so much. I know Kylie's going to talk to him which is good because he listens to her. I just wish he knew how much I want him back. I wish he knew that I've spent the past 4 months thinking about all of this, about the mistake I made. I'm in love with this boy and that's not changing. Last night Kylie was telling me about all the cute things he use to do and say about me when I wasn't around. I teared up because I knew that he loved me but that made me realize how much I actually mean't. I was serious about him. I love him. Plain and simple. I know, I know that we'll be together again one day. I won't cave on this. We were so happy together. We loved each other more than anything. Today would have been 9 months.